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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    9:14 pm
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    CHAPTER 21
    Named
    Ikept tight to Jeb's side, a little in front of himI wanted to be as far as possible from the two
    men following usJamie walked somewhere in the middle, not sure of where he wanted to be
    I wasn't able to concentrate much on the rest of Jeb's tourMy attention was not focused on the
    second set of gardens he led me cartier watch replica through–one with corn growing waist-high in the blistering
    heat of the brilliant mirrors–or the wide but low-ceilinged cavern he called the “rec room That
    one was pitch-black and deep underground, but he told me they brought in lights when they
    wanted to playThe wordplay didn't make sense to me, not here in this group of tense, angry
    survivors, but I didn't ask him to explainThere was more water here, a tiny, noxiously sulfurous
    spring gucci backpacks that Jeb said they sometimes used as a second latrine because it was no good for drinking
    My attention was divided between the men walking behind us and the boy at my side
    Ian and the doctor did mind their manners surprisingly wellNo one attacked me from
    behind–though I thought my eyes might get lodged in the back of my head from trying to see if
    they were about toThey just followed quietly, sometimes talking to each other in low rolex watches for sale voices
    Their comments revolved around names I didn't know and nicknames for places and things that
    might or might not have been inside these cavesI couldn't understand any of it
    Jamie said nothing, but he looked at me a lotWhen I wasn't trying to keep an eye on the
    others, I was often peeking at him, tooThis left little time to admire the things Jeb showed me,
    but he didn't seem to notice my preoccupations
    Some of the tunnels were very long–the daytona rolex distances hidden beneath the ground here were
    mind-bogglingOften they were pitch-black, but Jeb and the others never so much as paused,
    clearly familiar with their whereabouts and long since accustomed to traveling in darknessIt
    was harder for me than it was when Jeb and I were aloneIn the dark, every noise sounded like
    an attackEven the doctor's and Ian's casual chatter seemed like a cover for some nefarious
    move
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
    9:14 pm
    @@@@@Occasionally one of the destroyers would
    @@@@@Occasionally one of the destroyers would fire a volley or two, and half a minute later the men would hear the soft whisper of the shell as it arched overhead into the jungleOnce in a while a machine gun would start racketing in the jungle, and might be answered soon after with the shrill riveting sound of a Japanese light automatic
    Sergeant Brown looked at the coconut trees which were shorn at the top from the shellingFarther down, another grove had remained untouched, and he shook his headPlenty of men could have lived through that bombardment, he told himself"This ain't such a bad shelling, compared to what they did to Motome," he said He turned over on his stomach in the sand, and lit a cigarette"The beach stinks already," he announced
    "How can it stink?" Stanley asked
    "It just stinks," Red answeredHe didn't like Stanley, and although he had exaggerated the faint brackish odor that came from the jungle, he was ready to defend his statementHe felt an old familiar depression seeping through him; he was bored and irritable, it was too early to eat, and he had smoked too many cigarettes"There ain't any invasion going on," he said, "this is practice
    Croft hooked his cartridge belt about his waist, and slung his rifle"I'm going to hunt for S-four," he told Brown"You keep the men here till I get back
    "They forgot us," Red said"We might as well go to sleep
    "That's why I'm going to get them," Croft said"Aaah, why don't you let us sit on our butts for the day?"
    "Listen, Valsen," Croft said, "you can cut all the pissin' from here on
    Red looked at him warily"What's the matter?" he asked, "you want to win the war all by yourself?" They stared tensely at each other for a few seconds, and then Croft strode off
    "You're picking the wrong boy to mess with," Sergeant Brown told him"I won't take no crap from nobody He could feel his heart beating qui
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    9:15 pm
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    “Indeed!” cried Mrs“Upon my word, he must
    have gone off with his pockets 1 well lined, and at no expense for
    his journey to London either!”
    “Sir Thomas told me £10 would be enoughNorris, being not at all inclined to question its sufficiency,
    began to take the matter in another point
    “It is amazing,” said she, “how much young people cost their
    friends, what with bringing them up and putting them out in the
    world! They little think how much it comes to, or what their parents,
    or their uncles and aunts, pay for them in the course of the
    yearNow, here are my sister Price’s children; take Gucci Purse them all together,
    I dare say nobody would believe what a sum they cost Sir Thomas
    every year, to say nothing of what I do for them
    “Very true, sister, as you sayBut, poor things! they cannot help it;
    and you know it makes very little difference to Sir ThomasFanny,
    William must not forget my shawl if he goes to the East Indies; and
    I shall give him a commission for anything else that is worth having
    I wish he may go to the East Indies, that I may have my shawl
    I think I will have two shawls, Fanny
    Fanny, meanwhile, speaking only when she could not help it, was
    very earnestly trying to gucci watches ladies understand what Mrand Miss Crawford
    were atThere was everything in the world against their being serious
    but his words and mannerEverything natural, probable, reasonable,
    was against it; all their habits and ways of thinking, and all
    her own demeritsHow could she have excited serious attachment
    in a man who had seen so many, and been admired by so many, and
    flirted with so many, infinitely her superiors; who seemed so little
    267
    Jane Austen
    open to serious impressions, even where pains had been taken to
    please him; who thought so slightly, so carelessly, so unfeelingly on
    all such points; ladies gucci watch who was everything to everybody, and seemed to
    find no one essential to him? And farther, how could it be supposed
    that his sister, with all her high and worldly notions of matrimony,
    would be forwarding anything of a serious nature in such a quarter?
    Nothing could be more unnatural in eitherFanny was ashamed of
    her own doubtsEverything might be possible rather than serious
    attachment, or serious approbation of it toward herShe had quite
    convinced herself of this before Sir Thomas and MrCrawford joined
    themThe difficulty was in maintaining the conviction quite so
    absolutely after louis vuitton online MrCrawford was in the room; for once or twice a
    look seemed forced on her which she did not know how to class
    among the common meaning; in any other man, at least, she would
    have said that it meant something very earnest, very pointedBut
    she still tried to believe it no more than what he might often have
    expressed towards her cousins and fifty other women
    She thought he was wishing to speak to her unheard by the rest
    She fancied he was trying for it the whole evening at intervals, whenever
    Sir Thomas was out of the room, or at all engaged with Mrs
    Norris, and she carefully refused him every replica gucci opportu
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    9:18 pm
    @@@@@Someone was calling you, but when I
    @@@@@Someone was calling you, but when I said
    you weren’t here, she didn’t even ask where you could be reachedShe simply got off the line—
    very abruptly
    “Oh, my God!” cried Gates, visibly shakensomething’s gone wrong,
    someone lied!” With those enigmatic words the attorney whipped around, and raced across the
    room, fumbling in his trousers pocketHe reached a section of the floor-to-ceiling bookshelves
    where the center of the chest-high shelf had been converted into a safe-like cupboard, a carved
    wooden door superimposed on the brown steelIn panic, as an afterthought stunned him further, he
    spun around and screamed at his wife“Get out of here! Get out, get out, get out!”
    Edith Gates walked slowly to the study door, where she turned to her husband and spoke quietly
    “It all goes back to Paris, doesn’t it, Randy? Seven years ago in ParisThat’s where something
    happened, isn’t it? You came back a frightened man, a man with a pain you won’t share
    “Get out of here!” shrieked the vaunted professor of law, his eyes wild
    Edith went out the door, closing it behind her but not releasing the knob, her hand twisted so the
    latch would not closeMoments later she opened it barely a few inches and watched her husband
    The shock was beyond anything she could imagineThe man she had lived with for thirty-three
    years, the legal giant who neither smoked nor drank a drop of alcohol, was plunging a hypodermic
    needle into his forearm
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    91
    10
    Darkness had descended on Manassas, the countryside alive with nocturnal undercurrents, as
    Bourne crept through the woods bordering the “farm” of General Norman SwayneStartled birds
    fluttered out of their black recesses; crows awoke in the trees and cawed their alarms, then, as if
    calmed by a foraging co-conspirator, kept silent
    He reached it, wondering, if indeed it would be thereA fence—high, with thick crisscrossing
    links embedded in green plastic, a coiled-barbed-wire addition above slanting outwardThe Jing Shan SanctuaryThere had been things to conceal within that Oriental
    wildlife preserve, so it was protected by an all but impassable government barrierBut why would a
    desk-bound general on military pay erect such a barricade around a “farm” in Manassas, Virginia,
    an obstruction costing thousands of dollars? It was not designed to fence in livestock; it was,
    instead, built to keep out human life
    As with the sanctuary in China, there would be no electric alarms threaded through the links, for
    the animals and the birds of the forest would set them off repeatedlyNor would there be the
    unseen beams of trip lights for the same reason; instead, they would be on the flat ground nearer the
    house, and waist-high, if they existedBourne pulled the small wire cutters out of his rear pocket
    and started with the links at earth level
    With each scissoring cut, he again understood the obvious, the inevitable, confirmed by his
    heavy breathing and the sweat that had formed on his hairli
    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
    9:08 pm
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    Her words were inaudible, her voice like the whisper of soft young
    leaves or clear shallow water running over pebbles in sunlightAfter
    a few minutes, no more than three, Cat's crying stopped, and Scarlett
    sank onto the ground, slack-muscled from dior women reliefThe whispering
    continued, low, monotonous, relaxingCat's head nodded, then
    dropped
    onto Grainne's breastScarlett leaned back on
    her elbowsLater her head drooped and she slid onto the ground,
    supine and soon sleepingAnd still Grainne whispered to the burn, on
    and on, while Cat slept and Scarlett slept, and slowly, slowly gucci messenger bag the
    swelling subsided and the red receded until Cat's skin was as if she
    had never burned it at allGrainne lifted her head then and licked
    her cracked lipsShe laid Cat's hand over the other, then folded her
    two arms around the sleeping child and rocked gently forth and back,
    humming under her breathAfter a long while she stopped
    Cat opened rolex watch prices her eyesGrainne
    is tired and will sleep nowYou must take your mother home The
    wise woman stood Cat on her feetThen she turned and went into the
    holly thicket on her hands and knees
    "Cat? Now could I fall asleep like that?
    Oh, my angel, I'm so sorryWhat happened? Now do you feel,
    baby?"
    "I had my napMay I go up in the tower?" Gucci Clutches Scarlett
    looked at her little girl's unblemished palm"Oh, Kitty Cat, your
    Momma really needs a hug and a kiss, please She held Cat to her
    for
    a moment, then let her goIt was her gift to CatCat pressed her
    lips to Scarlett's cheek"I think I'd rather have tea and cakes than
    go in the tower right now," she saidIt was gift to her Cartier watch tank mother
    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
    9:08 pm
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    “They… they take samples,” I muttered
    Ian grinned in understanding
    The silence in the room reminded me of my first time here
    “Where did your kind begin?” Doc asked“Do you remember? I mean, as a species, do you
    know how you evolved?”
    “The Origin,” I answered, noddingIt's where I was… born
    “That's kind of special,” Jamie added“It's rare to meet someone from the diamond gucci Origin, isn't it? Most
    souls try to stay there, right, Wanda?” He didn't wait for my responseI was beginning to regret
    answering his questions so thoroughly each night“So when someone moves on, it makes them
    almost… like a celebrity? Or like a member of a royal family
    I could feel my cheeks getting warm
    “It's a cool place,” Jamie went on“Lots of clouds, with a rolex daytona cosmograph bunch of different-colored layersIt's
    the only planet where the souls can live outside of a host for very longThe hosts on the Origin
    planet are really pretty, too, with sort of wings and lots of tentacles and big silver eyes
    Doc was leaning forward with his face in his hands“Do they remember how the host-parasite
    relationship was formed? How did the colonization chanel bag classic begin?”
    Jamie looked at me, shrugging
    “We were always that way,” I answered slowly, still unwilling“As far back as we were
    intelligent enough to know ourselves, at leastWe were discovered by another species–the
    Vultures, we call them here, though more for their personalities than for their looksThen we discovered that we could bond with them just as we had with gucci ladies watch our
    original hostsOnce we controlled them, we made use of their technologyWe took their planet
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    the Vultures had also not been kindWe started colonizing; our hosts reproduced so much
    slower than we did, and their life spans were shortWe began exploring farther into clutch prada the
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    9:13 pm
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    And like an echo, Dalleson getting in: "We know you're pretty goddam smart, Hearn An approving titter flickered through the tentThey all did dislike him then, Hearn realizedHe had known it and yet there was the trace of a pangThe Lieutenant beside him was sitting stiff, tensed, his elbow removed a careful inch from Hearn's
    He had pushed himself into this position, and the only thing to do was to carry it offAlloyed with the outraged beating of his heart was fear and chanel earrings a detached, almost mild concern with what would happen to himA court-martial perhaps?
    As he spoke he felt a pride in the precision of his voice"I was thinking, Colonel, that since you do know so much about it, you must have found out peeking through keyholes
    A few startled laughs answered him and Conn's face expanded with rageThe red of his nose extended slowly out to his cheeks, his forehead, the blue veins startling now, a cluster of purple roots which held his santos cartier watch cholerHe was obviously searching for speech like a player who has dropped a ball and runs in frantic circles trying to locate itWhen he spoke it would be terribleEven Webber had stopped eating
    "Gentlemen, please!"
    It was the General calling across the length of the tent"I won't have any more of this
    It silenced them all, cast a hush through the tent in which even the clacking of the tableware was muted, and then the reaction set in with a chorus of whispers and small gucci watches ladies exclamations, an uncomfortable self-conscious return to the food before themHearn was furious with himself, disgusted by the relief he had felt when the General intervened
    Beneath the surface of his thoughts he had known, he realized now, that the General would protect him, and an old confused emotion caught him again, resentment and yet something else, something not so genuine
    Conn, Dalleson and Hobart were glaring at him, a trio of ferocious marionettesHe brought his replica tiffany jewelry spoon up, champed at the remote sweet pulp of the canned peach which mingled so imperfectly with the nervous bile in his throat, the hot sour turmoil of his stomachAfter a moment he clanked the spoon down, and sat staring at the tableConn and Dalleson were talking self-consciously now like people who know they are being listened to by strangers on a bus or trainHe heard a fragment or two, something about their work for the afternoon
    At least Conn would be having louis vuitton duffle bag indigestion
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
    9:18 pm
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    house, and it would not make me miserableI go to Lady Stornaway
    after Easter; she seems in high spirits, and very happyis very good-humoured and pleasant in his own family, and I do
    not think him so very ill-looking as I did—at least, one sees many
    worseHe will not do by the side of your cousin EdmundOf the
    last-mentioned hero, what shall I say? If I avoided his name entirely, it
    would look suspiciousI will say, then, that we have seen him two or
    three times, and that my friends here are very much struck with his
    gentlemanlike appearanceFraser (no bad judge) declares she
    knows but three men in ladies rolex watches town who have so good a person, height, and
    air; and I must confess, when he dined here the other day, there were
    none to compare with him, and we were a party of sixteenLuckily
    there is no distinction of dress nowadays to tell tales, but—but—but
    Yours affectionately
    I had almost forgot (it was Edmund’s fault: he gets into my head
    more than does me good) one very material thing I had to say from
    Henry and myself—I mean about our taking you back into
    NorthamptonshireMy dear little creature, do not stay at Portsmouth
    to lose your pretty looksThose vile sea-breezes are the ruin
    of beauty and healthMy poor aunt always felt chanel earrings affected if within
    ten miles of the sea, which the Admiral of course never believed,
    but I know it was soI am at your service and Henry’s, at an hour’s
    noticeI should like the scheme, and we would make a little circuit,
    and shew you Everingham in our way, and perhaps you would not
    mind passing through London, and seeing the inside of StGeorge’s,
    Hanover SquareOnly keep your cousin Edmund from me at such
    a time: I should not like to be temptedWhat a long letter! one
    word moreHenry, I find, has some idea of going into Norfolk again
    upon some business that you approve; but this cannot possibly be
    permitted before the middle of logo chanel next week; that is, he cannot anyhow
    be spared till after the 14th, for we have a party that eveningThe
    value of a man like Henry, on such an occasion, is what you can have
    no conception of; so you must take it upon my word to be inestimable
    He will see the Rushworths, which own I am not sorry for—
    365
    Jane Austen
    having a little curiosity, and so I think has he—though he will not
    acknowledge it
    This was a letter to be run through eagerly, to be read deliberately,
    to supply matter for much reflection, and to leave everything in
    greater suspense than everThe only certainty to be drawn from it
    was, that nothing decisive had hermes kelly bag yet taken placeEdmund had not yet
    spokenHow Miss Crawford really felt, how she meant to act, or
    might act without or against her meaning; whether his importance
    to her were quite what it had been before the last separation; whether,
    if lessened, it were likely to lessen more, or to recover itself, were
    subjects for endless conjecture, and to be thought of on that day
    and many days to come, without producing any conclusionThe
    idea that returned the oftenest was that Miss Crawford, after proving
    herself cooled and staggered by a return to London habits, would
    yet prove herself in the end too much attached to him to give pasha cartier him
    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    9:18 pm
    @@@@@Hurry, my darling! Jax turned off the
    @@@@@Hurry, my darling!
    Jax turned off the engine, grabbed his medical bag and got out of the carHe walked around the
    hood as the front door opened and a tall man in what appeared to be dark skintight clothing stood
    silhouetted in the frame“I’m your doctor,” said Ivan, walking up the steps“Our mutual friend
    didn’t give me your name, but I guess I’m not supposed to have it
    “I guess not,” agreed Bourne, extending a hand in a surgical glove as Jax approached
    “And I guess we’re both right,” said Jax, shaking hands with the stranger“The mitt you’re
    wearing is pretty familiar to me
    “Our mutual friend didn’t tell me you were black
    “Is that a problem for you?”
    “Good Christ, noI like our friend even moreIt probably never occurred to him to say
    anything
    “I think we’ll get along
    Bourne stood ten feet to the right of the desk as Jax swiftly, expertly tended to the corpse,
    mercifully wrapping the head in gauzeWithout explaining, he had cut away sections of the
    general’s clothing, examining those parts of the body beneath the fabricFinally, he carefully rolled
    the hooded body off the chair and onto the floor“Are you finished in here?” he asked, looking
    over at Jason
    “I’ve swept it clean, Doctor, if that’s what you meanI want this room sealedNo one’s to enter it after we leave until our mutual
    friend gives the word
    “I certainly can’t guarantee that,” said Bourne
    “Why?”
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    109
    “Your general didn’t commit suicide, no-name
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    110
    12
    “The woman,” said Alex Conklin over the line“From everything you told me it had to be
    Swayne’s wifeJesus!”
    “It doesn’t change anything, but it looks that way,” agreed Bourne halfheartedly“She had
    reason enough to do it, God knows—still, if she did, she didn’t tell Flannagan, and that doesn’t
    make sen
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    9:10 pm
    @@@@@ "A cousin of mine said he was sure I
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    "A cousin of mine said he was sure I wouldn't be for Nome Rule at all
    if Parnell was short and fat and had warts," Scarlett saidShe poured
    her tea while May Taplow laughed"Lady May Taplow" to be exact,
    Scarlett knewMay's father was a duke, her husband the son of a
    viscount
    Funny how one picked up these things as time and parties went by
    Funnier still how a country girl from Georgia got used to thinking
    about "one" doing this and thatNext thing you know, I'll be saying
    "toe-mali-toe" so that the footmen will know what it is I wantGuess
    it's no different really from telling a darky you want goobers so he'll
    know you'd like a handful of peanuts"I'm afraid your cousin would be
    dead on the nose if he accused me of the same thing," May confided
    "I
    lost all interest in the succession when Bertie started to put on
    weight It was Scarlett's turn to confess"I don't know who Bertie
    is
    "Stupid of me," said May, "of course you don'tYou don't do the
    London Season, do you? Lucy said you run your own estate all alone
    I
    do think that's wonderfulMakes the men who can't cope without a
    bailiff look as pouffish as they are, half of themBertie's the
    Prince of Wales
    A dear, really, so enjoys being naughty, but it's beginning to show
    You would adore his wife, AlexandraDeaf as a post, you can't
    possibly
    tell her a secret unless you write it down, but beautiful past
    measuring and as sweet as she is pretty"If you
    had any idea, May, what I feel like, you'd die laughingBack home
    when I was growing up, the most high-toned gossip going was about
    the
    man who owned the new railroad
    Everybody wondered when he'd started wearing shoesI can hardly
    believe I'm chatting about the King of England to be
    "Lucy told me I'd be mad about you, and she was dead on the n
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    9:08 pm
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    How the hell would I know? I hate the way their logic makes sense to meThere's got to be
    another explanation
    Melanie struggled again to speak, not as viciously as before, this time without hope of dior handbags breaking
    throughI kept my arms and lips locked
    Jared moved, shifting away from the wall so that his body was turned toward meI watched the
    movement from the corner of my eye
    “Why are you here?” he whispered
    I peeked up at his faceIt was gentle, kind, almost the way Melanie clutch prada remembered itI felt my
    control slipping; my lips trembledKeeping my arms locked took all my strengthI wanted to
    touch his faceMelanie did not like this
    If you won't let me talk, then at least keep your hands to yourself,she hissedWe were both hurting, different discount fendi hurtsIt
    was hard to know who had it worse at the moment
    Jared watched me curiously while my eyes filled again
    “Why?” he asked softly“You know, Jeb has this crazy idea that you're here for me and Jamie
    Isn't that nuts?”
    My mouth half-opened; I quickly bit down on my lip
    Jared men omega watch leaned forward slowly and took my face between both his hands
    “Won't you tell me?”
    My head shook once, fastI wasn't sure who did itWas it me saying won't or Melanie saying
    can't?
    His hands tightened under my jawI opened my eyes, and his face was inches away from chanel jewelry min
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    9:22 pm
    @@@@@He springs up, sees the policeman raising
    @@@@@He springs up, sees the policeman raising his nightstick to strike the soles of his shoes again
    Okay, I'm movin', take it easy
    You ought to know better than to stay here, Mac
    In the false dawn of four Athe milk trucks are advancing' slowly down the silent streetsRed watches the horse chomp at his feed bag, and walks down toward the railroadAt an all-night hash house, across from the black iron mangle of the railroad yards, he nurses a cup of coffee and a doughnut until it is morningFor a long time he stares at the dirty floor and the white marble counter with its coffee rings, the round celluloid cake coversOnce he falls asleep with his head on the counter
    Aaah, I been doing this too longIt's no good steady, and it's no good bummingYa lose whatever you want when you start goin' for it

    At first it looks like his period of relative prosperity and then like the tail of the comet, but it turns out to be neitherHe catches a job as a truck driver on an overnight freight route from Boston to New York, and holds it for two yearsRoute 1 wears a furrow in his mindBoston to Providence to Groton to New London to New Haven to Stamford to the Bronx to the markets, and back the next nightHe has a room on West 48th, near Tenth Avenue, and he can save money if he tries
    But he hates the truckIt's the coal mines in open air, it jars at his back and in a thousand, a million tiny jounces, his kidneys begin to go and his stomach is too tricky in the morning to chance breakfastMaybe there has been one park bench too many, maybe there was too much rain in too many open places, but the truck route is no goodThe last hundred miles he always drives with his teeth clenchedHe drinks a lot, drifting along the bars on Ninth and Tenth Avenues, and sometimes he spends his free time in one movie house after another, the tawdry second-runs on 42nd Street
    One night in a bar he buys an ordinary seaman's card for ten bucks from a drunk who is about to go under, and he quits his jobBut after a week of hanging around South Street, he gets tired of it and goes on a long drunkAfter a week, when his money is gone, he sells the seaman's card for five bucks and keeps going for an afternoon on the whisky it
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    9:20 pm
    @@@@@ There was nothing jungle-like about herBut
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    There was nothing jungle-like about herBut she was as shocking to
    Scarlett as if she had worn a mane and roaredShe looks just like
    Rhett! No, it's not thatShe's got the same black eyes and hair and
    white teeth, but that's not what's the sameIt's more the way she
    is-she just kind of takes over, like he doesI don't like it, I don't
    like it at allHer green eyes narrowed and she studied Rosemary
    She's not really as plain as people said, but she doesn't do anything
    with herselfLook at how she's got her hair all skinned back in that
    big knot on the napeAnd she's not even wearing earbobs, though
    her
    ears are right pretty
    I guess that's what Rhett's skin would be like if he wasn't always in
    the sunBut a bright-colored frock would take care of thatShe
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